Urge is gone.

now on to Day 29 ._.

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I really want to smoke.

REALLY. WANT TO.

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Still didn’t fail yet :3 (Day 28 I think)

@dokisays and @besinned are such trolls -.-

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Ok, figured out how long I’ve quit for so far.

20 days

It’s not hard.

*ahem* @smokerfriends

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Oh yeah I’m still quitting, by the way

Just thought I’d let you guys know.. I lost track of days

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Aww yeah Week 2

I think I’ll do quitting journals weekly from now on.. I forget to do them so much anyway.

Well the worst is over. Urges are far spread apart during the day. I looked at a whole wall of cigarettes at Albertsons this morning while commenting on the different flavor and didn’t really feel the a need or a want to smoke.

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Day 8

besinned:

dokisays:

It’s still weird coming home and not having to worry about smelling like smoke….

THIS

 Still crosses my mind as I’m taking off my shoe to go inside.

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I think I’m on Day 12, not sure, lost track.

AWW YEAH

#nuffsaid

Day 9

(Kept forgetting to write these..)

Anyway, yesterday (day 8) was pretty fun. Went to the mall with the fam, and bought some new clothes (oh and @adrianangelo, I look exactly like you now >.>) Had another BBQ party, since my mom bought too much last time, which was 2 days ago. So I’ve had korean bbq for dinner for the past like 3 days.

Today was also pretty fun. Went to @ikeepbelieving’s house with @dokisays, @orivia, and @rubiksguitarist for brunch. Then went to the mall to do some shooting. Anyway, ended up eating majorly spicy food that hurt so good and felt euphoric. But now I feel all burnt out because of that. Well, it was worse about 2 hours ago, but I’m recovering it now.

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Day 7

Half way to crucial point of 2 weeks.

Urges are less frequent now, maybe because I keep myself busy. Just that sudden feeling at the end of the day (actually not even. I forgot about it until now.) Coughing a lot more (from lungs clearing up), left calf is sore from cramping at least once a day, but I didn’t have any cramps today so far. I also noticed I’ve been increasing the amount I write. Also noticed that falling asleep is easier now.

Yay for noticeable improvements!

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